Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Well,i finish my exam in 30 minutes.It really fast,right?i can't believe with myself with this record.Oh,Gosh,i never have such this confidence before.Staying around 1 hours and more at admin office,i have no idea why i'm staying there,waiting friends?perhaps.After that,i bought some snack and soft drink for that night BBQ.I been invited by Jeak to go to her house for gathering. She is my junior and we all do love her so much because she is cute,everyone treats her like the princess.Back to topic, i went to her house around 6pm,because i were taking afternoon nap.That day,i was totally forgot about my exam.Absolutely!i played, i chatted,even stayed over night.One of my weaknesses is i do not know how to reject people.I admit that.
haha,that night,we all played with some crazy action and thinking.i found that we have an awesome imagination.Absolutely!And,we played the dancing street with PS2.Basically such this game only can be found in arcade but jeak got it.Boys and girls played crazy that night,and me,do really forget my exam,genius.After that,i went to jeak's room,and....her room is just like what the movie shown especially in the beginning,the scene show a person sleeping in the room and the room looking was........like that.you imagine it because i not gonna to describe it.
and that was my day until the second day afternoon,i back home.i thought i will study my moral but it is opposite.But i didn't.Oh my gosh i can't believe i slept again!!until 5pm,i woke up and study my moral.Guess what happen?i did my best to do my revision already.Seriously.within 1 hours more,i study it as i can.well,i only can say that,that night exam,i only have 50%confidence of it.Maybe i nervous,i forget some information and lost some marks.The objective part i really used M16 tembak for some question.I can't blame anyone because it's all my fault,i didn't study hard,focusing myself and concentrate it.My sixth sense tell me that i can pass my exam but then my grade point 4 is definitely lose.Never mind,accepted,as long as i not going to fail it.
haha,i really tired that night until in the exam i can't focused it,blank on my mind.After home,i rest for a while. And today,i repeated my problem again,never study until a few hours before the exam.Oh no,i not going to do this again,I can't lost my grade point 4 again,my scholarship!!!please,Esther,i beg you,study now!
Monday, November 21, 2011
nope,it should be today already cause it is 1.13Am now~
and the below is my schedule of doing revision
10.12Pm-got mood to get my note from my bag
10.15pm-throw it on the bed and continue with my laptop
11.00pm-discuss with friend about jailbreak because i totally have no idea what is that~
11.46pm-Magdalene commented on my status and we are starting to chat in fb.
12.00am-still chatting with Magdalene but finally 'm doing some things for revision
12.30-don't know what am i writing about in my note,just simply wrote something i can understand
1.00am-finally i done my revision with just copying the point to my note.
1.05am-Magdalene stopped to comment on my status.i guess she is sleeping,good night,Mag.
1.08am-read the note that i wrote just now,i feel so proud with myself,knowing nothing.
1.10am-Argh,stop to do my revision.SLEEP,to be continued in the morning.
1.13am-suddenly wanted to update my blog,so came up updated until now
1.24am-perhaps i should stop my day with this full-stop?GOOD NIGHT.<---full-stop here
i feel so proud with myself,genius here because in this few hours,i know nothing and can't concentrate on it......am i going to show my genius talent in the exam or bringing the dice,throw it for the answer or going to take M16 from Army and tembak the answer?what a pity bullet.LOL
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
I appreciate it very much
i did enjoy my time in CF
this was my ideal fellowship in my heart
after today,i won't join it anymore
this is my last semester in my school
and next year gonna study in University
OK,out of topic
come back now...
i would like to say thank you to all of you
especially the leader and the committee
although we are not perfect
In God's sight,we are the perfect one
because we have the heart of worship!
In Jesus Christ,we are the same
every time playing the game
the student,the staff,CEO,the lecturers even the pastors
will join us together
we worship,we played,we shared
all in this together..
i feel so touched because God let me see this that
everyone is the same in His eyes
try to put down all the burden and feel the world
God understand me
feel my sadness and my disappointment
He did a pretty good planning to me
Some of my friends
some lost in contact around 3 years
some lost in contact 2 years
and i found their news recently
and some of them send me a message
or contact me
i feel so warm
what is this called?
the warmth of friendship,right?
thank you for everything in this
suddenly my tears dropped off
Of course,my convocation is coming soon
and here i would like to say some thank you
thank you to my course mate
for helping me in assignment,presentation even the final exam
help me do the revision
i appreciate very very much
and the lecturers and seniors
specially thanks to Mdm.JC for teaching us a lot syllabus
thank you to Mr.Awang for always help us and interacted with us as the friend's side
thank you to Miss Wong Ping Ping for treat us as her friends more than her students
thank you to Mr.John Sammy for making the class became more exciting and easy to understand
thank you to my seniors-Mei Ching and Pei Pei for always protecting us when we get the unfair treats
and,i personally thanks to my best course mate and friend- Nikki and Yin Ming
thank you for accompanied when i'm sad when i'm cried
thank you for always make me laughed in the class and played the game
i miss the time we made cupcakes
i miss the time we played Left For Dead in CC
i miss it so much...
thank you you alls
without you guys
i can't imagine how my life's goes on
it such a wonderful memory in this 2 years
after the convocation,we gonna separate
i don't know what's you plan in future
but i gonna continue my studies on June next year in University Heriot Watt
anyway,regards my blessing and wishes
all the best,continue to strive your dream and fight for your future
lastly,play this song with my sincerely heart
why i choose this song?
listen to the lyric,it describe all my words in my heart
this is one of the songs in my NS video
the song i had sing in 1 performance
the song i ever recorded in studio with MV
It is meaningful song to me
and now,i would like to share it with my course mate
all the best
Your course mate forever