Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Thank you for coming to my life

When we were young,i had learnt a lot of things from you,perhaps you don't know,but you're really awesome. Thank you for coming to my world and change my life (i pretty sure you don't know about it,but it is true),when i were small,you're my role model,because of you,i had put a lot efforts for myself,study hard for my UPSR so that i can entered to SMK Chung Hua,Miri (the famous school in Miri that time),so i can see you everyday in the school.

I have no idea why everyday i see you,i have the stronger motivation,i very very sure that's not called the love of relationship,i'm sure about it because i had fallen to a man before,the feeling was totally different.I like you naive,optimistic,and your kindness,generous,everything so on.all these had influence me,you have the power to shine my world until i truly believe that you are the angel that God send to my world.

Argh,suddenly i have the answer in my heart that why i like to near you~~~~~~~

the answer is.....................................................

that's why i want to near you!!!
you put God as your everything,don't you?
why am i so stupid until now just get the answer?
the reason is so simple 
you know,every time see you,i can see Him onto you
I mean it...
And i always learn something great from you
i like your heart of worship

perhaps i should call you sis~
don't you know you are awesome?
don't you know you have the heart of worship?
don't you know you had influence someone's life before?
i pretty sure you definitely have the great testimonial in your life
Thank you for coming to my world have teach me a lot of things
Thank you for willing being my friend
Thank you for still caring me when you are study oversea
Thank you for not forgetting me while you celebrate the Christmas oversea
I don't know that will you read my blog or know i'm writing about you
and i don't know what will you think after read it
but i do really treat you as my friend of friends,my sister
wish you all the best=)

Sunday, December 25, 2011

A surprise Christmas 2011

Yep,what a surprising Christmas gift for me this year
first of all,thank you for the big presents
i like it sooooo much
it's so cute and adorable
until i don't want to let go
even the sleeping time

and this morning,
a junior gave me a surprise with her voice
it's so amazing when i heard it
really surprising me
touched my heart deeply
my tears dropped off
i guess this is a blessing from God
through her,i see Him
she have a wonderful testimonial,i guess

anyway,i think the biggest present of my life is Jesus Christ
without Him,i won't be able to live as a good girl
He changed my life when i was in secondary school
today is His birthday
i would like to say Happy Birthday to Him
and sing a birthday song to Him:
     "happy birthday to You
      happy birthday to You
      happy birthday to Jesus
      happy birthday to You~"
happy birthday to You,Jesus
thanks for coming to the world
and gave us a light and hope
i know
we are the reason that You gave Your life
we are the reason that You coming to the world
suffered and died
thank you for giving the surprise Christmas gift
I am sure this would be the greatest and meaningful gift in the world

regards this song"we are the reason"to all my friends and family
Merry Christmas and having the blessing year in 2012
through Him,nothing is impossible=D

As little children we'd dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We are the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more of our gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
Because of love 
Because of love 


I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I’ll be saying)
I will give all my life just for Him, just for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

He is the reason to live
(don’t you know do you know the reason
that he came, oh he came to save us
when he gave his life for us) he suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live

below is the Mandarin version of we are the reason


Friday, December 23, 2011








Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Life is unpredictable

It’s really hard to accept that your beloved friends had passed away.
It’s really hard to accept that you can’t see their smile anymore in your life.
It’s really hard that you have to live in the world without them.
It’s really hard to forget them until you died.

Sometimes just can’t even control myself to think it. Once I’m thinking that I lose them, I can’t talk to them; see them, I very scare, very afraid. I can’t believe it can be true and so reality because I thought it is only can be seen in movie or drama only. How I wish all these happen it’s just a movie. A 3D movie. After movie, they were standing in front of me and surprised me. BUT, I just am lying myself. They won’t back anymore. NEVER.

I never try to accept the truth because I don’t have the courage to face it. Every-time looking the photo, thinking back to the memoir, it warms my heart. They were just standing beside me, talking to me and we were laughing together. But when I touched them, they’re disappeared. I know, they’re gone.  It was my imagination, it was my missing. I cried is because I miss them so much. I cried is because I know I have no chance to see them again. I cried is because I know they couldn’t achieve and strive their dreams anymore. I cried is because I can feel what their feeling when taking the last breathes in the world.

My heart is pain, is really pain. Especially seeing their parents crying, I know they have more pain more sadness than me 100 times even more. Living under 1 roof so many years, suddenly losing their child in blink of eyes, how could they calm down themselves?1 family member gone, the house looks like very quiet and silent. Every corner have the sweet memoir with them, it is hard to not to thinking it. It’s hard.

Life is unpredictable. This second you still can breath, but you wouldn’t expect what will happen in next second.

Rest in peace

Sunday, December 4, 2011

when G-box meet with the kids by Jesus's love

G-box activity is finishing,today
G-box is the shoe box project for the needy children
the mission is to demonstrate God's love in a tangible way to needy children around the people in Sarawak and to share the Good News of Jesus Christ together with the local churches. In other words, it is creating a simple platform for the Christians to be involved in helping the needy children.

what a great+meaningful activities
I'm regretting why i don't join it as the volunteer
(i only join as the one who buy the presents and give to them)
I should have the big confidence to God that He will arrange all the things to me
including the exam,it doesn't effect to the activities in Nov
NEVER!I just gave myself ton of excuses
i'm telling myself,next year,
next year i will join G-Box as the volunteer and adopter
anyway,i can feel the child s's happiness and joyful after receiving the presents
they have the sweet+innocent smile which show on the face
through the photo(thank you for posting it,photographers)
the most important things is the volunteers share the gospel to the kids
so that they could know about the Jesus when they are young
God have His plan to us and kids!
hope they can believe in God as their Saviour in their life
Christmas presents+gospel+blessing from God
Great+awesome+meaningful Christmas

He is the light of the world
a belated Happy Thanksgiving day+an earlier Merry Christmas to all of you