Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Thank you for coming to my life

When we were young,i had learnt a lot of things from you,perhaps you don't know,but you're really awesome. Thank you for coming to my world and change my life (i pretty sure you don't know about it,but it is true),when i were small,you're my role model,because of you,i had put a lot efforts for myself,study hard for my UPSR so that i can entered to SMK Chung Hua,Miri (the famous school in Miri that time),so i can see you everyday in the school.

I have no idea why everyday i see you,i have the stronger motivation,i very very sure that's not called the love of relationship,i'm sure about it because i had fallen to a man before,the feeling was totally different.I like you naive,optimistic,and your kindness,generous,everything so on.all these had influence me,you have the power to shine my world until i truly believe that you are the angel that God send to my world.

Argh,suddenly i have the answer in my heart that why i like to near you~~~~~~~


the answer is.....................................................


You HAVE the HEART of WORSHIP
that's why i want to near you!!!
you put God as your everything,don't you?
why am i so stupid until now just get the answer?
the reason is so simple 
you know,every time see you,i can see Him onto you
I mean it...
And i always learn something great from you
i like your heart of worship

hey,friend
perhaps i should call you sis~
don't you know you are awesome?
don't you know you have the heart of worship?
don't you know you had influence someone's life before?
i pretty sure you definitely have the great testimonial in your life
Thank you for coming to my world have teach me a lot of things
Thank you for willing being my friend
Thank you for still caring me when you are study oversea
Thank you for not forgetting me while you celebrate the Christmas oversea
I don't know that will you read my blog or know i'm writing about you
and i don't know what will you think after read it
but i do really treat you as my friend of friends,my sister
wish you all the best=)




Sunday, December 25, 2011

A surprise Christmas 2011

Yep,what a surprising Christmas gift for me this year
first of all,thank you for the big presents
i like it sooooo much
it's so cute and adorable
until i don't want to let go
even the sleeping time
hahahaha

and this morning,
a junior gave me a surprise with her voice
it's so amazing when i heard it
really surprising me
touched my heart deeply
my tears dropped off
i guess this is a blessing from God
through her,i see Him
she have a wonderful testimonial,i guess
hahaha

anyway,i think the biggest present of my life is Jesus Christ
without Him,i won't be able to live as a good girl
He changed my life when i was in secondary school
today is His birthday
i would like to say Happy Birthday to Him
and sing a birthday song to Him:
     "happy birthday to You
      happy birthday to You
      happy birthday to Jesus
      happy birthday to You~"
happy birthday to You,Jesus
thanks for coming to the world
and gave us a light and hope
i know
we are the reason that You gave Your life
we are the reason that You coming to the world
suffered and died
thank you for giving the surprise Christmas gift
I am sure this would be the greatest and meaningful gift in the world

regards this song"we are the reason"to all my friends and family
Merry Christmas and having the blessing year in 2012
through Him,nothing is impossible=D

As little children we'd dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We are the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more of our gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
Because of love 
Because of love 

*Chorus

I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I’ll be saying)
I will give all my life just for Him, just for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

He is the reason to live
(don’t you know do you know the reason
that he came, oh he came to save us
when he gave his life for us) he suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live


below is the Mandarin version of we are the reason

当我小时候,我常梦见圣诞夜。有那么多礼物为我预备。
     但那时我却不知,有一婴孩为我而生。给我生命最大的礼物。
     他为了我们献出他一生,他为了我们甘愿痛苦受死。
     为这失落世界他给与他所有,并给我们生命意义。
     随着逝去的岁月我渐明白,真正的礼物是为爱牺牲。
     在那阴暗的一天,有一人悬挂十架上。是为了爱,是为了爱。
     我终于找到生命的意义,是将我整个心灵完全交给他。
     在每天我所做,每天我所说,所有一切全是为了他,为他,啊~

Friday, December 23, 2011

神的创造,世界的奥妙

每一次看到有关动物的新闻时
我内心的血狂热了起来
总是有一股很强烈的欲望
参与这些活动
包括领养和助养
有时候疯了起来
还想要自愿当义工

我有一个愿望
那就是想开一间收留所
专门收养在外流浪的小动物
好让它们至少有一个避风港
我并不是要做伟大的人
因为人是不完美的
况且我的缺点像海边的沙那么多
只是我不忍心看它们在外过着提心吊胆的生活
不忍心看它们饿肚子
不忍心看它们过马路要看车
不忍心看它们被狼心狗肺的人虐待
太多的不忍心了
我实在不能站在原地袖手旁观
我做不到

今天我偶然看到一个网站-WWF
看到一则很令我新奇的事
老虎也需要助养
我觉得很特别
原来在大马老虎已经是不超过500只了
啊,这样下去,老虎会绝种的
我看那只老虎的照片时
觉得它还蛮可爱的
我的那一股欲望又来了
我好想好想助养那只老虎
不止老虎,我还想要助养
熊猫,海龟和人猿
它们也需要关心的
它们也是世界的一分子

身为人类的我们
应该要好好爱护它们
因为它们的寿命不多
也没人类那么厉害
会思考,会表达,会哭会笑
它们不会,所以它们需要我们

我决定明年参与这项活动
(今年严重缺钱T.T)
不多,一个月马币30
马币30
可以帮助它们,保护它们
可以让它们吃得好,住得好
何乐而不为呢?
一顿午餐大约5马币
一个月少吃6餐就可以帮到它们了
我希望可以有多点人来参与这类似的活动
http://says.my/cornzaifreak/wwf-
这是我看到的网站
我很希望很希望可以帮助它们

不要漠视这个世界
把爱传出去
冷漠就可以变成爱

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Life is unpredictable

It’s really hard to accept that your beloved friends had passed away.
It’s really hard to accept that you can’t see their smile anymore in your life.
It’s really hard that you have to live in the world without them.
It’s really hard to forget them until you died.

Sometimes just can’t even control myself to think it. Once I’m thinking that I lose them, I can’t talk to them; see them, I very scare, very afraid. I can’t believe it can be true and so reality because I thought it is only can be seen in movie or drama only. How I wish all these happen it’s just a movie. A 3D movie. After movie, they were standing in front of me and surprised me. BUT, I just am lying myself. They won’t back anymore. NEVER.

I never try to accept the truth because I don’t have the courage to face it. Every-time looking the photo, thinking back to the memoir, it warms my heart. They were just standing beside me, talking to me and we were laughing together. But when I touched them, they’re disappeared. I know, they’re gone.  It was my imagination, it was my missing. I cried is because I miss them so much. I cried is because I know I have no chance to see them again. I cried is because I know they couldn’t achieve and strive their dreams anymore. I cried is because I can feel what their feeling when taking the last breathes in the world.

My heart is pain, is really pain. Especially seeing their parents crying, I know they have more pain more sadness than me 100 times even more. Living under 1 roof so many years, suddenly losing their child in blink of eyes, how could they calm down themselves?1 family member gone, the house looks like very quiet and silent. Every corner have the sweet memoir with them, it is hard to not to thinking it. It’s hard.

Life is unpredictable. This second you still can breath, but you wouldn’t expect what will happen in next second.

Rest in peace

Sunday, December 4, 2011

when G-box meet with the kids by Jesus's love

G-box activity is finishing,today
G-box is the shoe box project for the needy children
the mission is to demonstrate God's love in a tangible way to needy children around the people in Sarawak and to share the Good News of Jesus Christ together with the local churches. In other words, it is creating a simple platform for the Christians to be involved in helping the needy children.

what a great+meaningful activities
I'm regretting why i don't join it as the volunteer
(i only join as the one who buy the presents and give to them)
I should have the big confidence to God that He will arrange all the things to me
including the exam,it doesn't effect to the activities in Nov
NEVER!I just gave myself ton of excuses
i'm telling myself,next year,
next year i will join G-Box as the volunteer and adopter
anyway,i can feel the child s's happiness and joyful after receiving the presents
they have the sweet+innocent smile which show on the face
through the photo(thank you for posting it,photographers)
the most important things is the volunteers share the gospel to the kids
so that they could know about the Jesus when they are young
God have His plan to us and kids!
hope they can believe in God as their Saviour in their life
Christmas presents+gospel+blessing from God
                           =
Great+awesome+meaningful Christmas


He is the light of the world
a belated Happy Thanksgiving day+an earlier Merry Christmas to all of you